This is a collection of poems which represent my  feelings of hope and despair I  experienced as adoptee. The poems avoice the chaos we experience in our lives, but also dreams and fairytales that make sure we don't lose the love in our soul.
 
 For the Dutch: to appeal to an international audience, I write many of my poems in English. These poems represent my feelings of hope but also despair that I experience as an adoptee. The poems show the chaos experienced in our lives, but also the dreams and fairy tales that live in us so that we never get removed from the love in our soul.